Mausam-E-Hijar …

Meri Ankon Ke Smndar Men Jalan Kaisi Hai
Phir Dilko Tarpne Ki Lagan Kaisi Hai
Barf Ke Rup Men Dhal Jayege Ristey
Mujse Pucho Mohabbat Ki Agan Kaisi Hai!
Ab Kisi Chhat Pe Charagon Ki Qatarein Bhi Nahin
Ab Tere Shehar Ki Galiyon Mein Ghutan Kaisi Hai
Mein Tere Wisal Ki Khuwahish Ko Na Marne Doonga
Mausam-E-Hijar Ke Lehje Mein Thakan Kaisi

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Yaad tumhari….

Yaad tumhari bahut aati hai,
Mere dil ki bechaini ko badhati hai.
Ek pal bhi bhool na paun tujhe mein,
Ab to hawayen bhe teri kahani sunati hai.
Har pal mere sath rahti ho,
Mere har khwab tum sajati ho.
Akele me izhaar karti ho mohbbat ka,
Par duniya se na jane kyon chhupati ho.
Jahan dekhun vahan tera hi aksh milta hai,
Har par saaya tera sath mere chalta hai.
Ek pal bhi bhool na paun tujhe mein,
Ab to hawayen bhe teri kahani sunati hai.

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I Am Sorry

I Am Sorry

I am sorry it had to end like this.
I am sorry that I can’t be what you want me to be,
how you want me to be.
I am sorry that loving me caused you so much hurt.
I am sorry that I have done nothing but exacerbate your insecurities.
I am sorry that I walked into your life, gave you hope and not fulfilling your dreams.
I am sorry.
I am sorry.
I am not sorry I met you.
I am not sorry I fell in love with you.
I am not sorry for letting you into my life where no one was allowed for 3 years.
I am not sorry for loving you with all my being while I could.
I am not sorry for having felt wonderfully loved and cherished at the expense of your insecurities.
Your life, my life will go on.
With a big hole that would take a long time to fill.
With hurt that will take a long time to heal.
With hope that one day the pain would ease and eventually go away.
My love for you will never go away….. and that is a promise.

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